SCREW UP!! SCREW UP!! SCREW UP!!! ALL SCREWED UP!!! wa liao!!! went for the band tune in session yesterday and i had the 7TH NIGHT OF JULY ALL SCREWED UP!! grhh!!! due that i long time nv touch instrument, the sound is gone. and is really awful la.. but i was told to play the solo part... which is all screwed up!! i don noe how to describe the type of feelings i had yesterday.. happy, yet sad, enjoyed yet disappointed.. i got the feelings back when playing the 7th night of july..many picture came into my mind.. when we playing at the park, the hall, everywhere in sch.. i really miss the time. i cried after playing the solo.. i felt so bad.. and the peole are like looking back at me when i playing the solo la.. even siew keng express i did a bad job!!! grh.. haiz.. whatever it is.. is over just like the SYF.. its over.. currently now in class.. had a hard time.. working with som teammates.. seriously.. don noe why.. always felt that they don wan to listen to me.. whatevr i say.. they will just listen and thats it... the only time when i felt that someone listen to me.. is when i working with HER.. she stops the group and tell them i am trying to say something. really thank u .. but too bad.. we only work for once..

Watch the concert, on saturday.. It is not a very good one, however, it is not a very bad one also.. well some pieces are fine while some are not.. ai ya.. not a professional.. not say much about it.. hmm before the concert start, me, siew keng and miao ling went to the esplanade under the TRCC, we had our dinner.. drank 3 cups of drinks.. then sat down and rot till the time is up.. felt as if we are clubbing.. in a cold cold place.. drinking.. talking at the soft soft sofa.. well i don noe how is like to club.. but i wish to go sometime next year! waha..times up.. watch the concert.. they played three familiar pieces and they are LEROY ANDERSON, 7TH NIGHT OF JULY AND SHREK DANCE!! my god.. lots of feelings running through me.. leroy anderson reminds me of metier 5 where we came out and perform.. well 7th night.. don wan to say much abt it.. and shrek dance and encore piece which we always play.. i cried during shrek and siew keng cried during 7th night.. band time really counts alot in our heart. after that.. went to get something for derrick as miao ling wanted.. =P and wait for him to come down..!! he let us wait for abt 45 mins lor! wa liao.. he good..siew keng, me and miao ling rot at the top of the pyramid.. its so comfortable at night, up there! after that went to aunt hse and stay overnight..

the next day went back to amk.. then meet yi ting, wendy, eileen and miao at cbmac.. they wan to study but kana kick out.. and thus we went to chomp chomp mac.. hmm there reminds me of the time when i studied real hard for "O".. somehow missed it. rot there while they studied. at about 7 plus.. went to get some desserts to eat.. yummy! i love it.. but hoh i think must eat there then nice lor.. next time cannot da pao.. must eat there.. went back to chong boon park.. played some games.. and then forfeit is true or dare.. and I KANA DARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !@#$%^&* my dare is to call a guy and tell him in serious tone that i like him.. grh! my list of calling people are, mr ong, derrick, wang yu! grh.. wat the hell.. why do this to me.. ong seriously i cannot call. thus derrick and wang yu to choose one.. so i choose derrick.. but he nv ans.. i called wang yu and he answer the call.. grh.. so like what i have to do.. i have to confess to him and there is A LIST OF THINGS FOR ME TO SAY! grh.. i believe that he would not believe as i am not very serious when i am toking.. hehe.. anyone who has feeling woul understand when the person is serious de lor.. oh come on.. think that wang yu is stupid?lol..* WANG YU! I AM NOT TRYING TO SAY THAT U ARE STUPID.. SERIOUS.. lol! after saying those to wang yu.. miao ling added on behind wa liao!! making it more real la.. !@#$%^&* watever its is i am devastated..through the words below.. you can noe HOW FRIENDS TREAT YOU WHEN U IN TROUBLE! LOL.copy every single things said by every single person..(some edited parts)
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Miao Ling : I dunno when, i started to develop feelings for you.. hm.. not as normal friends.. but... that kind of r/s
Eileen & Yi ting: Whenever i see you, my heart skipped not just one but two beat. whenever i ignore you is because i feel very hurt beacause you always tell me about the girl you like.. when i saw you with your girl-friends i feel like punching them, i feel like i have already fallen or you, will you give me 1 chance? to think i have not notice you all the while, i must be blind.. i am serious, pls give me a chance..
Miao ling: Hmm, dun gib me an answer now k..i'll call you tml or what bye..
wendy: have you ever wonder where your guardian angle.. i'm right here waiting 4 u! Love you forever!
Kelvin: i am willing to give up my first time for you!
Siew keng: You be my flower, i'll be your shit..

so these are friends!! KNS!
after that went home.. and i just lie flat on my bed.. grh.. well thats all for today ba.. =) some pics taken. *take a look!
sentence of the day: 得了老人痴呆的老人,能够记得年轻时的事,何况是现在还年轻的我们。 *In conclusion, somethings are not easy to forget.







Its another weekend le!! hmm, what have i done for the past one week? I go to school as usual. on thurs, i went to get my result. yeah! everything fine. waha.. but the doctor say i must do another test, sian diao.. there would be a few day where i would not go to school again! grh.. past one week in sch.. nothing much happen, boring as usual.. the class are now getting bonded.. and they are like so high la..like yesterday went back to class. they actually said wan to whole class pon school.. lol!! all so high..good la.. at least we are like can suggest and decide thinks together better than to just stay alone..make more friends ma.. we should not isolate anyone also.. waha..watever.. later going out to watch concert with siew keng and miao ling.. the concert is at RP .. long time nv go and see band concert liao..miss the time where a large group of band members go and see concert together!!! HOW I WISH, THIS TIME WOULD COME AGAIN! just for once.. i would also be very happy de! seriously missed it.. sentence of the day: 现在唯有等待

AM I JEALOUS?? is that jealous?? my god.. whats happening to .. perhaps i think too much also.. Well currently in class.. just finish my lunch, and we still got around another half an hour of break.. grh.. boring.. today the module is computing math.. don noe what is that actually and don noe learn for wat.. that is really boring. hope now the time is 4 30 then can go off liao.. i wan to sleep!! tml not coming to sch..grhh.. GOING TO SEE DOCTOR again!! bored ar.. nothing much to say.. shall like that ba..sentence of the day: my grandma say.. i will get retribution if i do the bad things

Met Miao LIng, Alwyn and eileen yesterday. Went to meet alwyn and eileen first.. by right i should go and meet them at 2 plus to 3 but only at 4 i walk out of the house.. don noe why.. but i am nervous..=P so when reaching the mac.. i thought i would saw them there but nope.. they are not there.. hmm wonder where are they.. walk towards bubble tea shop and ta ta!! they are THERE!!! FREAK ME OUT! lol.. i acted weird.. walk away without sayin hi to them.. just say that i went to get something.. hmm why am i like that lei? after that sat down, crap around.. did not talk much just acted crazy...hehe.. waited for miao ling to come.. FINALLY SHE IS HERE! lol.. when she reach. pass her the money.. then continue to fa dai... not much things to say.. not warmed up yet.. hmm.. 毕竟那么久没见了嘛.. if not to return her the money.. i doubt there will be a chance for us to meet ba..after that went for dinner.. then go home liao lor.. say at the bus stop there and wait for Eileen de bus to come..bus come and go and yet she don wan to board the bus.. hmm ya la.. everyone are lazy to move.. very tired.. =P currently now in class.. rotting, blogging, listening to music.. still find that I am not really INTO the class.. weird weird de.. lol sentence of the day: I SERIOUSLY DON NOE WHY I DOES THOSE THINGS.. FIONA IS CRAZY!!

Congrats to Irina and Terence wor.. 419424 ar.. haha.. well today early in the morning, woke up then ask siew keng to go to hub along with me.. thought of getting back my atm card..then in the end we went to bishan instead.. ate our lunch then head back to amk the popular.. sk bought her ear piece with her voucher.. then went to hub and met yi ting, daisy and ting wei.. and yin ming say that she saw us.. then she come and find us.. then we get high lor.. the birthday girl.. Irina and terence, together with other junior came.. forget their name liao.. =P hmmm so, we force terence to say whatever he wan to say.. and finally by 4.24pm.. they said whatever they wan to say.. haha.. then play the thing.. i hurt myself..!! grh.. actually lie on the sand.. till now still quite pain.. hope tml will be fine..after that.. rush back.. have a bath then went to Owen's birthday party..hmm took bus there.. Kel actually said wanted to take cab.. but i don wan.. haha.. no money la..went there.. explore the hse.. ate the buffet then we rot in the room, they talk alot of adult stuff..my mind really flooded with pictures and words ar.... haha thinking of finding something to play... thought of playing with the monopoly at first but owen is being distracted.. then kept the things..continue tok tok.. then play another game.. Owen enjoy it..haha.. den play cards with ban.. and he send us back to amk.. find auntie jenny... then tok tok and ban send us all home.. woo hoo!!home sweet home!

WahaHAHAHAA!! finally got back my wallet!! thanks to the person who put it back into the letter box and return it to me.. haha.. but the money inside gone and one of the precious that card, is gone too..hmm.. ai ya, my wallet back that is the best.. hehe.. anyway.. i realise some ppl around me are just colour blind la.. i ask them what is the colour of my wallet.. some of them say is... BROWN, GREEN, VIOLET, PINK, PURPLE.. LOL.. MY wallet is like obviously grey la.. seriously ar.. they are colour blind.. haha more pics to go!!!













woo!! The last week faci is not here today.. !! waha..hmm today is boring.. today my teamates are so cute.. keep on quarrel Lol!!don really understand what is going on..:P anyway yesterday, plan to help yin ming to celebrate her birthday, but somehow most of the people, is like many ppl not there.. so is kind of boring.. opps yin mng.. sorry.. not well plan.. many juniors went home liao.. perhaps that will be a chance next week ba.. TGIF!!! today is friday wor!! is the weekend tml.. and tml will be a nice day.. early in the morning, going back to sch for speech da, i guess then after that go and have lunch with my dear juniors.. then after that.. at night going to OWEN'S birthday!! happy birthday my dear! haha.. currently in class now..and they are like showing something on the wall.. hmm err.. weird scenes i watched.. wanna noe.. ask me ba.. haha.. bored.. now is only 1 30 !!! i wan it to be 4 30 soon!! grhh!!! i wan to go home!! AND SLEEP!!!

More pics to go !! took last night at bubble.. we GETTING CRAZY!!! And oh ya i got my first C because of the Science, she said i am not CONTRIBUTING anything!! k lor.. fine.. nothing to say..










Now having break again.. i seriously dont know what to do, and i dont know what to ask.. i just felt that i am not contributing enough.. but yet i also don noe what to contribute wor.. haiz.. don feel good ar. stress.. !!! what did i learn today.. i really don noe.. grrhhh!!! I AM NOT FEELING GOOD!! i felt bad.. the other people are like so high but i am like so low today.. sian ar. now no choice but to just keep quiet lor..seeing other people so high i am so envy of them!! i wan to be apart of high group but too bad i am not high today.. sick of presentation everyday liao.. ARHH!!!!! SIAN AR.. sorry my teammates that i am not contributing much things

Wanna have this post up.. i took PHOTOS with my teamates!! waha.. very happy.. in the class all the girls took the photo too.. and class organizing an outing on one of the days.. waha.. really happy.. today was quite tiring.. got quite sick with my lappie but i cant leave without my lappie de lor...after school stay in sch for a while as usual stay at the lounge and finish up the quiz, RJ and evaluation lor.. after that went to eat something then got back to AMK, thought of not going to bubble de.. then YI TING La.. say wait for us.. then fine lor.. go there. at first quite low.. then get high again.. took many pics.. wait for sk to send it to me then post it up tml!! sentence of the day: difference in self do not make ones weird, however it makes one unique indivdual

I did not go to school yesterday!!! I did not pon sch hoh!! lol cause i went for blood test again.. grhh early in the morning have to wake up and go for blood test.. what the.. after that went back to amk and look for siew keng lor. hehe then we went out lor.. nothing much actually. hehe.. very boring.. today got back to class, another week to go .. jia you jia you.. some pics taken with sk yesterday.. take a look.weird EXPRESSION!!

Boring, everyday do presentation, everyday face the lappie, really quite boring.. haiz.. seems like life is not getting any more interesting.. hmm wonder, what am i looking for in my life?? what to me then is interesting..?? haiz.. bored. talk more to the classmate le.. hope can noe more about them.. hehe.. At night when to have dinner with pris.. kel came along.. everytime say wan to have finger food.. lol.. FINGER FOOD.. work home together..at night went back home and did my RJ.. wa liao damn hard la.. cant think of anything to say.. lucky my classmate helped me.. hehe... thank u thank u !! recently.. life is not getting any better.. something pop out of no where and ka jiao me again.. really irritating.. sian.. how i wish i am not myself.. grh!!! why bother me lei.. why why!! just like some other people.. things are just now the same as the past liao..

I lost my wallet!! and my wallet Contain my IC!!! grhh!! wa liao!! ANy NIce persON is nICe enough to BRing my wallET to the poLICE staTIon and retURN it to ME pLS!!!!! i Really mISs my wallet!! pls!! i wan the things IN The purse!! just TAke the money which is only 20 plus dollar and RetuRn the rest TO me pls!! grhh..haiz.. sian ar... well..no choice but i borrow money from siew keng so as to go to sch and going to police station later on.. ! anyway something is hard.. really, is hard.. why!! why is it so hard on me..why i forever cannot do it de.."YOU" hate it.. today's class is fun but losing my wallet just did not make it fun enough ... grhh!!! currently having break so when to eat something, bought by siew keng then come back class and blog lor.. anyway just now in the lift met this weird girl.. and though we dont know the girl she is like so high and saying "hi" to us?? lol hmmm well.. everywhere have such weird creatures...i mean person. hmm... sentence of the day:Avoiding is really not the best solution

Currently i am now in class, having break.. yet i don feel ike going for a break and i have the mood to blog now!! waha. now listening to radio 1003 also..really bored, coming to sch everyday and slack alot..hmm everyday different team mates, have to remember who i with everyday.. grhh.. today i am with the cool cool guy.. lol very cool ar him.. i will try to tok to him.. kakaka! Everday, doing presentation.. hmm thats the style in RP, do presentation everyday.. This morning, siew keng is late thus we have to take train and reach sch earlier.everyday ka jiao my classmate.. added them in the msn and although they are infront of me i will just tok to them.. lol.. hehe thats me being very wu liao!! very bored lei... very very very very very very boredd!!! what can i do now.. slack.. slack all the way!!

First day in school!!!!! basically, go there and slack.. err.. ok,don like that say.. we are doing something... hmmm wat we do? we have done today's module.. which is on some err...cultural thingy.. anyway we are seperated into different groups and i am sitting with different people.. they are fun loving and friendly and there is one girl from hongkong in my group waha!! can speak to her in cantonese and she can teach me !! waha.. so thats abt it for wat we have done on the first day.. the rp system really makes my com LAG!!!!!!! grhh... bored.. tml another day.. gonna wake up early and go to sch..!!!

Went to draw my blood for test yesterday, early in the morning.. THe nurse draw 5 tubes of blood for me!! oh i faint le!! haha... after that.. walk around, mama bought a key chain and 2 cards for me!! waha.. coz i ask her to buy for me de.. after that mama drove me back to AMK hub and find kel and pris for lunch.. i started to felt tired and my hand pain lor.. but after a while, after eating something i ok liao.. felt better and begin getting high.. after eating, kel went off and we meet sk instead.. went to novena as pris going to church.. me and sk crap around as usual.. wait for pris to come back.. when she came back we went to wisma atria as pris wanted to fix her phone.. then went to bugis and walk around as me and siew keng wanna buy bag for going to sch.. bugis alot of people ar!! my god.. the bugis street forver so many ppl de.. haha.. finally at the bugis street we saw some bag and at this shop we bought bags lor.. me crap alot with the auntie.. hehe.. and WE GET DISCOUNT!!! waha.. in the end, pris also bought a bag.. waha.. pris also wan to buy shoe so went to OG and walk around.. and finally she got her shoe too.. oh ya, siew keng also bought 2 shirts.. seriously think that she would not wear.. everytime buy thing also don use de.. so wasteful! had been wanting to eat subway the bread since morning i wan to eat.. and i influence sk and pris.. lol both of them also wan to eat.. so after buying everything.. went back to AMK hub and ate subway.. its way from the wat i ate in the morning!! why like that.. i shouldnt have eat that wor!!! hmmm after that went home.. so tired!! and sleep liao.. may go and ride bicycle later on. see how first ba! below are some of the pics taken with mama and grandma!

Isnt it scary that you noe when is the day you would pass away?? well Me and grandma tok abt grandpa who past away long before i was born yesterday... i just don have a good feeling... hmm anyway.. i told her.. when she fell asleep, don follow grandpa or anyone else and go.. hehe.. a way to make me feel better.. i told her, if any god wanting to take her away, tell the god that she owe me 2000 dollar, have to return me before she can follow and go or else book another date... she laugh.. i have been constantly telling her that she owe me 2000 dollar and today i ask her when she would return me.. she told me when i got married..hmm well.. lets not tok abt this another more.. today stay at home the whole day.. rotting.. tml going to hospital again!! On monday, when go to sch.. hope that i can make more friends!! hehe.. excited yet scare.. afraid that i not able to do presentation.. excited, cause can make new friends.. oo!! yea..!! sentence of the day: MY GRANDMA OWE ME $2000!

Finally got the cpf things done ar!! recieve mails from them

Dear YEONG SUN XIN, FIONA

CPF Education Scheme
We wish to inform that LOW POH NYUK has confirmed the application to use his/her CPF savings under the Education Scheme for your course of study at the following institution

Anyway today went TO SEE DOC AGAIN!! err, the doc make me do many test.. as in, tell me that i need to do many test.. sian... have to go back to see the doc soon.. and i gonna miss sch so as to go back to do test and see doc.. sian ar.. this year not A GOOD YEAR FOR ME!! going to start sch liao.. scare scare ar.. ever since after the orientationa.. ai ya forget it.. it will get better...!

Went for orientation today, well its boring... went online when the facilator is toking.. so did not really hear much as for wat is he saying.. so i made 2 new friends and i met aberame.. waha!! at least someone whom i noe..well nothing much lor.. in the afternoon went to watch movie, step up 2 the streets with pris and siew keng.. err..ok la.. not bad.. like their dancing.. very nice.. after that.. went back to chong boon area.. supposingly to meet Johnson at 5 plus.. HOWEVER HE ONLY COMES AT 7 PLUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! grh..!!! then went to eat.. tok tok lor.. Pris went home earlier as promise her mum, me and johnson left behind..we chatted till 8 plus and went home liao!! Find my mother getting more auntie.. say say say, nag nag nag!! typically AUNTIE LIAO SHE!!! sian ar.. sentence of the day: Cant bear and so how? just bear it..