我毒蛇是为了保护我自己,我嚣张是害怕别人看不起我,我自大是应为我自卑,我花心是应为还怕付出真心遭到拒绝,我自恋是应为我没有自信,我假文艺是害怕别人家发现其实我很平凡。quote from "夏和杰”

I like this paragraph alot. cause i believe strongly in it.

watever it is, im feeling so sick now. and later got UT. like wth only i need to sleep liao. my throat is ta ma de pain only can!

Emo moments again. K la. Just felt that that there alot of things which i "kan bu kai". have you ever that kind of feeling where you "you hua shuo bu chu". Put in heart like super xin shuan, yet say it out afraid of people mocking at you. Hmm. OK. I had that kind of feeling often. Im kind of tired. Anyway, did not work for the weekend. Staying at new hse, seems like the weekend does not belond to mine, if i am not working. Kind weird feeling tho. Went to ikea, to get things for the new hse. ARHH. i have no idea what to type now. Lots of weird things which are happening right now. I eriously hope for the holiday to come soon! FASTER COME! :)