SCREW UP!! SCREW UP!! SCREW UP!!! ALL SCREWED UP!!! wa liao!!! went for the band tune in session yesterday and i had the 7TH NIGHT OF JULY ALL SCREWED UP!! grhh!!! due that i long time nv touch instrument, the sound is gone. and is really awful la.. but i was told to play the solo part... which is all screwed up!! i don noe how to describe the type of feelings i had yesterday.. happy, yet sad, enjoyed yet disappointed.. i got the feelings back when playing the 7th night of july..many picture came into my mind.. when we playing at the park, the hall, everywhere in sch.. i really miss the time. i cried after playing the solo.. i felt so bad.. and the peole are like looking back at me when i playing the solo la.. even siew keng express i did a bad job!!! grh.. haiz.. whatever it is.. is over just like the SYF.. its over.. currently now in class.. had a hard time.. working with som teammates.. seriously.. don noe why.. always felt that they don wan to listen to me.. whatevr i say.. they will just listen and thats it... the only time when i felt that someone listen to me.. is when i working with HER.. she stops the group and tell them i am trying to say something. really thank u .. but too bad.. we only work for once..