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 Hello there, I am Fiona Yeong Sun Xin , 7th Feb 1991 is the date that i will grow older. (x I am going to R21 in 3 years time, HAHAHA! I am Aquarius & currently in Republic Poly, Supply Chian Management. :D |
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Just get back home from work abt an hr ago. While waiting for the hair to dry I shall come and blog. Nothing much from work, even if have, i think i would have forget anyway. OH YA.!! Pris and Eileen came to find me. Its been long since i last talk nicely to pris. But ehh, i don noe why feeling is different. Other than suaning her, nothing much i can talk abt lei. How come ar? Things just change, it became different. Hmm, i just came to noe that RP got 51 cases of H1N1! OMG LOR.!! We still have to go to school lor. My block, my level , got 2 cases lei. Tian ar.. i still have to go to school later on. While reading abt H1N1, on the tv it is showing abt an accident in taiwan. It is about this girl who is riding her motorcycle back home, but half way, the motor ran into a tree and the girl fell and became unconscious. There is this person, who saw it called the ambulance. As the road is too dark, the ambulance came, and RAN OVER THE GIRL WHO IS LYING ON THE FLOOR!!!!! WTHHHHHH! The girl Died because of ambulance!! SERIOUSLY WHAT IS WRONG WITH AMBULANCE NOWADAYS????? Anyway, i was thinking hard, i truely belive that there is no forever. Because of MJ, many people said that they will miss him forever. Is it possible ? Can someone be missed forever, can we love someone forever? There is nothing forever, it is bound to be forget one day, be it is early or late only. Currently, sitting in the living room with big aunt and mummy sleeping there, me blogging, listening, realising that my lappie is turning laggie again. LOL. OFF TO WATCH SHOW AND SLEEP!!! :D LOVE YA PEOPLE! So much so much to say, but i dont noe how to put it in words. haiz.. Well, i think i just get back to my daily life. There are H1N1 case in RP! tian ar! why arent the sch , letting the year 2 and year 3 for holiday. Year 1 wont be coming to sch till next thurs. But good luck to them la.. have to do everything individually, seems like not all holidays are good. Yesterday went for appreciation dinner. Well ehh.. nothing much abt that.. then went to court and look for yi ting and yin ming, later on Cheris came as well. Went to mac and slack till 12 plus then go home. Today got to work!!! haiz.. been so tired lately.. WHAT IS GOING ON? Useless, Pointless! 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I HAVE FAILED MY FTT!!! ARH!! I CANT GO INTO PRACTICAL! I DONT HAVE ONE TIME PASS!! SAD SAD SAD SAD ! jia you for next time lo.. what to do :( Some thoughts of the day. I don't believe in allowing the partner to control you for the rest of your life. How should i put it? Example if ones wanted to go oversea with own family member, what i think was, JUST GO AHEAD! As long as you have the time and the money. If you can enjoy, why not just go ahead? Have to think of partner and dont go? That is bullshit. One should respect each other and not control each other. After all, both are just tied for life because of a married certificate but arent blood related. If someday divorce, both are just strangers who know each other before once again. Why being controlled by partner lei? Its okay if to respect ur partner, but dont respect until you are controlled by them, at the same time, don ever think of controlling them as well. Ai yo just some thoughts la, thinking that our partner arent our parents or what, why must because of them and become so unhappy, although we are living with them for lifes. We have our family for lifes as well. Be it they come or go early or later. So to whoever who saw this post, advice u that don control as well as don be controlled. hehe anyway back to daily life. Going out later to celebrate Wendy's birthday. Dear NV ER! HAPPY BIRTHDAY WOR! Went to class late for the past 2 day, and yesterday Kai young and Yi heng keep disturbing me when i went later to class. LOL. " ehh you come already ar?", " ehh, new member of the classs?"stop it. LOL. LAter im going for FTT. woohoo!! finally its here. REALLY HOPE THAT I CAN PASS! i don wan to fail!!! jia you FIONA!  Pris and Fiona  E44D girls WOW! Like finally i finish working! 2 days from 10 to 10 lei! But lucky mama got help me abit yesterday. Hehe.Tired lei! Thanks alot for those who are alway there to accompany and those who sometime appear as well. Those who never appear before. Hope that you will appear someday?LOL. As the work is ending soon, i getting more high. After the work when went to mac. IM CRAZY!! Ai yo too tired ma. hehe. Yesterday went for the E trial! OMG I FAIL LEI!! hmm but its like better than last time the basic E trial? There are question from basic de! TIAN AR! Why do i have that feeling that i would fail my FTT? Must study. I wanted to change. I don noe how should i change but i feel like changing. I wan to change alot of thing. I wan to change my blog skin, i wan to change the way i blog, i wan to change the way i make friend, i wan to change the way i communicate with my family and friends, i wan to change the way i study, i wan to change my environment,i wan to change the way i live,i wan to change the way that im thinking. i wan to change myself, I just feel like changing. But i really don noe how to change and from where i should start. Or remain the way i am? Isnt that too boring? Well random thoughts, something just cant be done alone. sentence of the day: smiling will ease your pain.  What does it look like? Eh...It just happen when i bite it, it became like this. The grid. Fiona and mama Fiona and mama in blueness New Friend, MAY. I should have push my spects up abit. SMILEsigning off Your sincerely Fiona :D After getting back, been playing with webcam alot! HAHA. MY MIC IS NOT WORKING ANYMORE!! I understand the reason, but i dont know how to say lei. The person told me that once my laptop is going to be configure, some things would be affected so i guess my mic is affected? haiz. Today, had UT, and i think is too easy. Too easy that i think my answers are ALL WRONG! know why? Because 2 marks question, i can just have a really really simple ans. HAiz.. gonna fail, i guess? Dont talk abt that le. After that went to look for mama, as we are going to watch a concert. Due that someone cannot go, i am going in his place. Ehh, the concert was fine. The music was fine, perhaps i don like it? Ehh, seriously, the music quality was fine, i just don like the songs. They are too dull or rather classic for me. Towards the end, there is this farewell speech for the conducting. Cant deny, its touching. Perhaps its not? Im touched. :D After that, make our way home. On our way home, met Yi Ting and Yin ming. RAH!!! They are back from Msia! I WAN TO GO WITH THEM LOR!! I guess they had fun there? I Want to go ! They bought a pencil case for me. Which i wanted. Although its quite not my style but somehow i like it anyway. THANKS!! So, i need to hand in RJ, thus we went to mac and go online. Yin ming wanted to try out her headphone and so i was playing with it. hehe. called Zhao Fa, and try out. he said i look like some telecom something something. LOL. cute right?? LOL!! :P Then make our way home. Finally, im uploading some pics liao. Its abt yesterday:D  One of them whom i webcam with! BEE BEE!!  Hello mama, pls look here!! Webcam pic. Eh you are not looking at the right place!! Hi! CAN I HELP YOU? SMILE!! Wah! Finally, i got back my laptop, after long 3 mths! And although, my laptop dont look new, but the LCD screen was change, i think somehow the keyboard was change as well. The feeling is not the same as the past. Or is it, i too long did not touch my keyboard, thats why i felt the difference? Waha. So i brought it to configure in school today. When i gave it to the person, she told me that my webcam might not work, as well as those touch key pad. OMG! how can like that. I was shocked, however luckily everything was fine. I successfully got it back at 1 28pm. :D It is not as familiar as it is. haha. BUt laptop! I WILL GET USE TO U! LOL.. Today, finally went for talk, it is talking abt math again.IRRITATING! MATH, MATH AND STILL MATH! it says abt gambling and all.. haiz.. my concentration are just arent that high la.. after listening to few mins, i off day dreaming!! :P Anyway since tomorrow got UT, i xia ding jue xing to study. So after studying for 3 long hrs. I DONT UNDERSTAND ANYTHING AT ALL! OMG.. i serious weak with numbers lor. Those FORMULAS DRIVING ME CRAZY! This can apply to this, this could apply to that. ARHHHHHHHHHHH! TIAN AR! Tired right now. I AM GOING TO ENDURE AND WATCH SHOW! haha.. after 3 hrs, i think i shall just relax abit by watching show then go and sleep. TML MUST JIA YOU AGAIN! i must revise liao, if not cant catch up with anything lor! I need tutorial!! WHO CAN HELP ME??????????????????????? :S off to watch show. sentence of the day: Lappie! PLEASE BE FINE! Alright, i shall use this laptop to blog for last time. After all, it had been with me for about, ehh, a mth? Eh, i can fall in love with things real fast de ok. The only thing that this laptop dont have is the webcam. SO. DEAR LAPPIE, I HAVE FALLEN FOR YOU! BUT I NEED MY LAPTOP MORE!!! lol.. Nothing much, the night went to play badminton with yi ting, i had fun though, Yi ting, how about you? hmm, at there we must buck up more lor.. LOL. look at those aunties and uncles, each time they hit are like so got STRENGTH lor.. LAter in the morning, would be going K box with BBT.. woohoo!! i can wake up for K, but not school.. ooooooooo.. FIONA, YOU SHLD NOT BE LIKE THAT!! ok ok .. I TRY TO WORK HARD, AFTER MY LAPTOP IS BACK ALRIGHT? (EXCUSES!!) LOL.. Ok la.. i think i am going to sleep soon. Nothing much to say also. THATS MY DAY :D SMileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee people :D Omg school starting in 3 days time!! Boring ar! Everything going to start again. Well, what have i done recently, slack, slack and still slack :P. I do NOT HAVE A CHANCE TO SING K! GO TO BOOK A COURT AND PLAY! LOL. Today went to court with Ting Wei and Yi Ting. Eh, Yi ting damn high. HAHA. Ok la, if more people were there, it would be better. On the way, home, because of a RAT, poor yi ting fell down. OOO. Becareful la.! LOL. Hmm on our way home, saw 2 person, one said hi, another don even dare to look at us. ( if the one of you look at this, i don wan you to tell the another, don wish to create any misunderstand) I was just wondering, why he dont even dare to say hi. Well, true that i dont like you alot, but u acting that u have done me wrong. I can only say that if you think that you did not do anything wrong to me, don be a coward in front of me, or maybe you just think that i am a person who JI CHOU till, i wont even say hi or smile to people, whom i HATE. haha. I also not sure what im thinking. all i could say was ( anyone who saw this, I don mean anything, they are just thoughts). Next thing that i am thinking is, What do you treat us as? I cant describe the anger, but dont treat us as invisible and i rather truth from you then you lie here lie there. When i noe the truth, i cant describe that hurt i have in my heart. I noe its rather emotional, and you arent the only one. I felt that, i have little little friends. Even, to find one person to watch movie with me, i could find no one. Why? Ur the only ones that i could find, when ur could tell me, im going out with my friend today. Perhaps, im not working hard enough to socialise with the people in poly. I just wan to make more friend, but what i felt is, im losing more friend on the other hand. Thanks for those who are by me anyway. Love your loads! (To you noe who you are) boundary are things that can be change. You understand what i mean by the boundary de. Dont because of the boundary and make things hard on you. Yesterday, there is this person, he told me that, image seen cant be forgotten. Its hard not to think especially when love deeply once. If to avoid, why not CHARGE forward? Your heart been telling what you want but your mind, stoping you from getting what you want.Would you wan to follow your heart or your mind? That night, you cried, is it really because of that him or another reason? You cant make up ur mind or u cant make up ur heart? After long, its first time i saw you like that. You are alway the one with best idea of what to do, but how come recently you like that ne? Charge forward, face it ba. I cant help you to forget but i can advice you to face it. Previously its my fault to tell you. BU KE YI OH? Because, even me cant do it. So JIA YOU LO! Ai yo actually i also don noe what i want, my mind is so contradicting. I wan to work, yet when at work, im bored. I wan to study, yet when go back to sch, i pon sch. I wan to get away from your for some times, yet im alway looking for your. I wan to spend more times with my family, yet when with them, i wan to go out with my friends.Im angry, yet i ask myself why am i angry? Im sad, yet i think i am disappointed.. I think i noe my friends well, but i cant seems to feel what they are thinking. I think i can understand people well, yet im hurt because i dont noe them well. haiz. hope my mind can turn blank and the only words that cant into my mind would be We are HAPPY PEOPLE :D Good, from what i have been seeing you are recovering real well, keep it that way. Anyway, have been visiting kel this few day lor. Everyday see him, he getting better. relieved! So it is already the second week of AND IM STARTING SCH SOON!! I HAVE DONE NOTHING!! rah Today called the itech so as to get back my laptop, and noe what i HEARD! ITS IS NOT DONE YET!! SERIOUS FCUK LOR!! Next is night at the museum, I HAVE NOT WATCH! tian ar! WAT I HAVE DONE FOR THIS HOLIDAY! haiz!! Been dreaming alot this feel day, make me cannot sleep. WAT THE HELL. Im so so so tired, i don feel good. I don noe why, hope that i can be in the world of imaginary, where everything is so wonderful, why am i alway the one????????? drop, drop.. Hey KEL! wan to let you noe. PlEASE GET WELL SOON!I dont noe how to describe that suayness in you, but wan to let you noe that we are there for you! Though, u might not be seeing this, but i wan to let you noe that it hurts me to see you like that. For these mths, i believe that many of us will be there by you, so GET WELL SOON! Be as active as you are, as bitchy as you are!Hehe, i believe that is soon, as said by amanda mama that ur yi zhi li yi so strong. You be well soon RIGHT? YOU ARE MISSED! If you ask, How have my Holiday been so far? I would reply you. LIKE THAT LOR. haha nothing special. REALLY. Hmm, other than i went to Henderson Waves with siew keng and da jie? Took pictures, but cant upload yet, maybe ur can take a look at siew keng's blog. i think she would update ba. I have change my phone again, due that mother don noe how to use the phone, or i should say she is not use to the new phone that she bought, im going to use that phone and sell again my LG phone. SIEW KENG! im not using lao gao phone already!HAHA. I like the phone as it got 8 megapixel de camera!!WOOHOO!! hehe. Anyway i have did a collage on wendy's niece and some other babies. THEY ARE SO CUTE! take a look! :D  On the left is Wendy's niece then another side are just random babies. |