Just cant seems to get out of those childish thoughts. I wanna be selfish for once. But i cant do it. What am i afraid of? Losing friends? Losing something valuable? What are my principle stopping me from? It is good to have principle? I can't be counting on everyone to tell me what should i do, but i don't seems to have any idea, what i should be doing. Does every problem come with a solution? Is the solution the best? Best for me or another party? sentence of the day: If things does not goes this way.